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Chris Brown, $$$, Paperpot, Singing, Mtv, Macs, PCD, Wade Robson Project, Laguna Beach, Blings, Red & Firemen!!


Fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore
She loves salting my wounds
Yes, she enjoys nothing more.







/ (06) march april may fanmail.


Sunday, October 16, 2005

Spent the day with tania and cheri ytd <3
Towned and bot a top from topshop, a skirt from fleshimp and a belt from 77th street. [:

drank ytd. haha yeh. vodka blueberry. one shot only though. and i want t drink now. hah.

prolly t drown my sorrows? yeh, maybe. HAH. how much heartache i've experienced. how much i've learnt.

i rmbered one post was:
When you want to give up,
Think of why u held on for so long in the first place.

hah. extremely true. watched fullhouse today and the girl was like. even though it hurts holding on, she'll still live with it. [:

she's strong. she's determined. and she's willing to sacrifice herself.
and i want to be like her.

but NO, i can't. i decided i cant. yes.

and i tink im gna give him up.
cos it really pains me when he doesnt even seem t care.

whatever.


only almost here,
7:29 AM.